I want him back!),: help mee!?

me and this guy have been talking for 8 months, we have had our ups and downs like any other relationship. im not allowed to date him until my birthday in a month. we started liking each other at the beginning of school and now its summer and were having trust problems. he doesnt really want o be tied down because it is summer! his 18 and is about to be a senior so of course his going to party and have fun but i hate partying so i dont go. we hadnt talked in about a week then last night he texted me and we started talking and he said he just wanted to be friends. i cried forever and didnt sleep at all, i told him "i hate to say this but the only way this is going to be easy is if we just dont talk for a while." he never replied. but i cant do this, and everyone has told me to get over him but im in love with him and i cant let him just walk away from me, he means the world to me, what do i do.... please, help me out! ),;